Reunion today:D
Hahaha.
Quite fun.
Gambleddd.
Yeaah.
Gonna collect ang paus tmr.
Whoots.

God, please be with her when she goes back there.
And let her forget about the bad memories.
And take away her pain.
She doesnt need them.
Cause, they're freaking untrustworthy.
I'll be supporting you:D
I've learnt something today.

Training with my fav junior today:D
And i'm a stubborn cow, quoted by "aunty"
HAHA.
If she sees this, im deaddd.
Heh.
And unc billy is the farmer.
WOW.
HAHA.
Gay muccch.
Chinese new year is comingg.
But i dont seem to be looking forward to it.
Damn.

I'm sorry.
Really.
It just pains me to see you try so hard.
I'm struggling between to let this go or not.
I really hope that you will feel much much better.
Cause i know i wont.

<3

Today was totally fun:D
Heh.
"too fun to describe with words" quoted by lynn ho.
HAHA.
Yeah.
Ate sakae.
And watched bride wars.
Then lynn came over.
And we painted our nails.
Ah.
Love you guys. <3

TAG REPLIES!

Yuanning: HELLO:D Heh. you shrank! HAHA.

Fav junior: Hahaha, yesss, training was awesome:D and conference was awesome too. Thanks for always being here for me. i love you.<3

Shermin: I love you toooo:D

Raquel: Yes fatsss, your name is in bolddd. love you too:D

Kim ooi: Hahaha. Okay i'll link you soon:D

Edwin: Haha, don't want tell you howw? Aiyaaa, anyways thanks for the so called "making me feel better" talk, although you were talking crap all the way. Hahaha. butttt, thanks:D

Gen: LOL. YOURE GONNA RAPE HER LA!

Char T: tweeeniee, HAHA, thanks alot! yeah, i'll get through this laa. love you:D

Onetwothree: Hey, HAHA. Thanks, and youre so ego. who says the year will pass fast with you-.- HAHA.

Daphne: HAHA. yeah i will, you too (:

Stacy: HAHA, will link you soon.

DONEEEEEEEEEEE:D

CNY celebration today:D
Hahaha.
Okay. Met the racers at the concourse at 7.25.
Had assembly then we got up the bus to pick the fei yue people:D
Hahaha.
Me and jennifer took care of two po pos.
Hahaha.
They're quite funny.
Cause they're always gossiping.
:D
Haha.
Charlotte's damn auntie i tell you.
She went to find an online translator and wrote down hokkien and cantonese phrases!
HAHA.
Had meeting after school.
Then went to buddy hoagies with Jennifer, Celeste and Yunhua:D
HAHA.
JENNIFER YOURE DAMN GAY.
HAHA.
STUPID FATTIE.
:D
I'm tall okay.
tallie:D

HAHA.
Today was quite awesomeeee:D
no school tmr:D
whooots.
cant waitttt.
OH! and hope you like your birthday present, raquel sim:D

SHERMINTANBESTFRIENDDDD, COME BACK NOWW!
HAHA.
I'm missing you alreadyyyyy.
hmm lemme see.
six more daaays.
Ah.
hahahah.

School was okay:D
Almost fell asleep in chem.
Heh. But Shuying and Looi kept me awake.
Hahaha. By singing the cow and chicken songgg, and playing game:D
HAHA.
Training was alrighhht.
Bowled with Jo, Gen and tweenie:D
Heh.
FUNNN.

Tmr's chinese new year celebrationnn.
And friday no school:D
Whoots.
Happy.
The feeling's still the same.
I'm still dying everyday.
Hurts every single moment.
But i wont let you know that.

School was okay today.
Although i was super dead, cause i was tiredd.
Sorry looi!
Heh.
Chem was boring.
As usual.
Zz.
And training.
Training was quite fun:D
Bowled with Jo, Tweenie and Cassandra.
Hah.
Talked to tweenie about some stuff.
Hahaha.

Thanks alot tweenie:D
I'm glad we're okay.
All the stupid i hate you, you hate me thingy last year and last last year.
It's over:D
Heh. stupid misunderstanding.
Thanks for your advice and everything.
And your never ending retardedness-.-
Your stupid indonesian accent.
-.-
HAHA.
Thanks alot.
I love you so so much<3
:D
p.s. dont get ego.
HAHA.

Hahaha. And thank you for your advice, one two three.
:D
I'll try to stick to your advice.
I dont know whether i can do it.
But yeah, i'll try:P
HAHA.

Although this thingy sucks to the core, i'm quite glad that it has its positive side to it:D
Like really finding out who are the people who care for me (:


COMPREHENSION TEST TMR:/


There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It

SHOPPING WITH SHERMIN TAN, SIS AND HER BOYFRIEND TODAY:D
Okay, i bought one set of clothes.
Wow.
Heh.
Today was lots of fun:D
Yupp, thanks for making it so funn shermin tan:P
Heh.
I haven't done my homework yet:/
I'm so freaking screwed.
:D

today made me realised how much we've went through.
like everything i do and see reminds me of you.
i've realised we went to so many places tgt.
and we have so many memories.
i want to forget them.
but i cant.

HEH.
Conf with Lynn, Jo, Rach and Daph just now.
Theyre damn gay.
esp lynn.
:D
You all made me feel so much better.
Thanks so so much:D
Chinese new year shopping tmr:D
With sis and her boyfriend.
Yay.
:D

Thanks Shermin and Gen. Alot. For talking to me yesterday and today.
And Gen, thanks for saying that you and shermin will always be there fighting for me.
And saying all those nice sweet things:D
And Raquel and Looi for alot of things:D
Lynn, Jo, Rach and Daph too:P

I have you all, and thats enough for me (:

When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more.
try all you want, i seriously cant bring myself to trust you anymore.
i want to get over this.

Heeey.
Sorry for not posting for so longg.
Busy with school work and other stuff.
Hahaha.
School's quite good, but way way stressing.
Homework everyday man.
And i'm sitting with looi and shuying.
yay:D
Had training today.
Bowled with jo, gen and tweenie.
:D

Yupp.
Oh, and we have no school on the 23rddd:D
Yeaaah.
It's to celebrate the olevel results. (:

onetwothree
thanks so much for cheering me up:D

I can't believe this. All your stupid lies. And stupid promises. I lost my trust in you, one year ago. And whatever shit. And after hearing all your promises and everything. I thought i could trust you again. I let you into my life. And we eventually became really close. Yes. Why did i even do that. Now it hurts even more. And all the promises you promised me. That this time's different. But yeah, im freaking sure its different. You promised me. So why did you break it? I bet you're staring at this. Wondering what happened. Well let me tell you, ALOT of things happened. And i happened to find out today. I can't believe that you were the one that built me up, and tear me down like that. I lost all my trust in you. And i will never trust you again. And i freaking want you out of my life right now and forever. And i dont care whether i'll die without you. I hate being kept in the dark like this. I really hate this feeling. I'm dying inside. So badly. But would you know, and would you care? Well, freak no. You wont know how freaking upset i am.